comparisons are done easily once you've had a taste of perfection

Written on April 08, 2011 at 8:55 PM

8th April 2011
Dancer passed on. :( at 6+
the last i saw her was 4+
she's let go her last breath after seeing my whole family? :3 except my sis. who care bout her. == she don't even care bout dogs.
i can't stop myself from crying today when i saw her. :(
she had breathing difficulty.
the doctor said her organ started failing already.
her kidneys stopped functioning.
her intestines stopped functioning.
now, her lungs stopped too.
i was praying hard that she won't go today, but when i woke up from my nap,
my mum told me she's dead. and i went o...*blank face
i realized i've not got much pictures of her. or maybe i don't even have one.
sigh.. how is this possible? :( maybe i'll try go looking for one later.
it's kinda unfair.. she's still young. God, why take her away? :(

actually yesterday night my parents and my brother discussed about letting her go..
but today morning when my mum n brother went and visit her..
before even go in, the doctor already advised them to just let it go.. since she's suffering. and the disease wont go away. her body isn't reacting to the medicine they gave her.
my brother and my mum cried when they saw her.
just now, i cried too. and i think my dad did teared abit when he saw her. :'(
sigh..